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?Sista Journal?
12/21/2005 9:08 AM Gepost door  Blackbutterfly8441
 HEY 2 ALL MY SISTAS OUT THERE. THIS IS BLACK BUTTERFLY8441. I JUST JOINED THE SITE AND IM SO EXCITED. HOPE TO HEAR FROM U GUYS SOON. MUST SAY THIS SITE ROCKS. BIG UP TO WHOEVER STARTED IT. LOVE ALL THE PICS OF THE HOT GUYS LIKE BOW. NEWAY IF U HAVE NE PICS OF MORRIS CHESTNUT PLZ PUT THEM IN,COZ HE'S TOTALLY HOTTTTTTTT AND IM CRAZY BOUT HIM. NEWAY HOPE TO HEAR FROM U GUYS SOON YE. LOTSA LUV:  
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4/26/2005 3:09 PM Gepost door _-Shiroi_Hana-_
Hey Misha!!! I'm SoOoOo SoOoOo Happy To Hear From Ya!!! As you can guess we all been pretty busy l8ly...As for me i'm preparin' my graduation exams,dat's why i don't come here that much.I'll try to come here a lil bit more often from now Happy to know everything's going well for you!!!Hope it'll keep on goin gr8! Take care ma!!!And i'm gon say the same thang to ya!Neva change gurl!!!!  XoXo Jenny
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4/19/2005 2:58 AM Gepost door This¿bÖWïsHå¿
Heya Laydeez! How are all of u?Im doing good skool just has me busy and bored as hell.I havent heard 4rm most of ya'll.Ya'll beginning 2 worry me I like 2 keep an eye out on my friends.Maylis I was so happy 2 hear 4rm u I was so skurred like where's my big sis.Thanks for giving me the permit for edit the group.I appreciate it!Well do well wit u studyin and as far as your music keep blowing them haters out and the producers away.Ok mami do yo thang!!!And as far as your life it's headed in such a good direction.Good and happiness will follow u all of your days. Larisha where u at???I havent heard 4rm u in a minute.Be safe,healthy and stay sweet. Steph honey where u located?I miss u gurl!!! Jenny I wish u the best and keep doing what u do.Never change. Chanel hey my storytella in crime.Hurrup and come back to post some juicy dirt on the storee.i need ya 1 Luv 4 my gurls!Missin all ya'll Miss Tamisha.
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12/31/2004 3:22 PM Gepost door ?CAram?licious_P®eciosa?
Hey Sup' ya'll??? it's been a while again since i wrote in this diary.. How all ma gurlz doin?? and errbody else feelin okay?... Well the new Year is so close now,and as we look back..wow what a crazy year.. but i'm sad ta see so much bad thingz happened all ova da world dis year..even lately terrible stuff goin on.. so we gotta all try to do our best fo da next year..let's all try to put a lil effort in everything we do,everyday..cuz just a little change can move mountains if we all work 2getha... I truly hope the new year will bring prosperity and happiness,reconstruction for some,a start ova new,or finally rays of light into da darkness,finally sunshine or finally rain,rain of life and vitality..may the year be fruitful as dey say..may it be blessed.. I hope you all achieve what you've dreamed of,or at least get closer to it.. when u don't expect much it's easy to be happily surprised.. we gotta realize erry lil blessing,just bein safe,bein wit our family,or just havin ouselves ,our strenght lives inside...and we gotta use erry bit of it.. let's all try ta make a change..let's all cherish whut n who we got.. Well enuff of dat fo today,lemme tell ya'll ta have a supah tyte party tonyte,or just chill wit cha fams!! tell errbody how cool it is ta have em!! have yaself sum homemade KFC!! lol ,owh yeah n watch out wit dem fireworkz,keep dat sh*t far, let's keep fireworks beautiful fo da eye..lol have a great nyte ya'llz !!! happy new year!!! thanx fo supportin SoSoIrresistible!! Jenny u da bom-fya!!! Anjele i luv u sistah,4 lyfe!!! Dee,Suzy,Sonjj,Eddie,Anya,Chris,Carl, ya'll are ma dawgs truleyyyy!! Péricles te amo tanto!
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10/10/2004 8:15 PM Gepost door ?CAram?licious_P®eciosa?
Dear diary,dear sistahs.. today has been so crazy n so special for me.. well let me start off by sayin how everything happened.. I had a sleep over at ma best friend's place,she's like my sis.. anyway,her cuzzuh(he's a really fine guy dat i've been lookin at with the omg-i-think-i'mma-fall-in-love-with-chu eyes from the start on! .. dat's a month ago,lol,he kinda looks like D'angelo or sumthin..but different) and me been hangin fo a while,i mean he was feelin me all along and slowly i've let him notice that i really like him too.. i mean really That way!..lol.. n so since yesterday we've been trynna get close and finally talk to eachotha straight up...he been actin really shy all the time,so yesteday he made his move n i made mine.. and after we spent da whole day togetha,him,me ,and ma best friend,ma best friend asked me to stay and sleep ova there.. so him and me went ova to my house to get ma pj's n ma clothes n stuff.. n as we went back,we didn't go home directly we went walkin an end.. and we had alotta fun,just laughin and talkin and i was trynna teach him some french and he teached me sum of his language(portuguese),and we sang(he can't sing but it's too cute) ,and then we stopped at this lil playground and we started actin a foo ova there and then we sat down there on da swing ,and he asked me if i wanted to be his gurl.. i said... yes!.. so he smiled n asked me if we didn't needa give eachotha sumthin to make it official.. and he said .. a kiss!.. but i couldn't do it,cuz ma best friend was ova there n she was gon see it.. dat just wouldn't feel right..especially since it would be my first real-real-real kiss..lol,(yeah i kno,i'm sooo old and i still ain't had ma real-real kiss?? nooo?.. yeah..aight shh ..keep readin) so i told him he had to wait.. (him dissapointed) ,so he said 'okay i undastand' .. so we went back home,still actin all cool n chillin.. then we all went to bed..(our own beds, n i kicked it with ma homegurl in da living room) then in the mornin i woke up,n i heard him wakin up a lil later n walkin to the shower(me lookin at the hallway the whole time,trynna see him,cuz owh maria,this chest!!!..lol) n-e way,we all had breakfast togetha,i made sum eggs with toast (him checkin me out cuz i was wearin this short light blue night-dress..lol) ,then ma best friend went to her room to get dressed,n her mom just went away to a friend.. We were alone!! finally!.. lol, so he stopped me in the hall way and asked 'how long d'you think i'mma still have to wait?' .. i acted as if i was thinkin,then laughed and pulled him by his shirt into his room and closed the door..he laughed n looked at me like 'gurl u so crazy' .. then i showed him i was nervous..kinda lettin him know not to expect a perfect movie kiss.. n basically it started wrong,cuz we kiss in two different ways,so i wasn't used to that.. i quited directly n said sorry,then told him i wasn't used to this...then i tilted his head to da side like *sing's usher's part from my boo* 'put cho head like dis' ,lol, n this time it worked much betta.. n i neva eva felt that way befo..n the way he then stopped to hold me n just to act really sweet n stroke n kiss eachothas necks cheeks...i coulda melt into his arms.. then while we was still huggin and strokin n he asked if i really wanted to be his gurl,n i could only sigh ' yes...' well n then he made a 'let's go' sign,n i went outta his room,befo ma homegurl was gon notice whut was goin on.. and he had to laugh cuz i was actin all 'bedazzled' from the kiss... well i just really had to tell this to somebody,or just get it off ma mind(owh well..lol),cuz my friend doesn't undastand..she was actin moody n mad n quiet all day after this so i guess she did notice sumthin..i'm kinda sad bout dat..cuz i don't undastand it.. n-e way i'm out! -love n XoX -
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9/28/2004 10:57 PM Gepost door ?CAram?licious_P®eciosa?
Heeeya mami! so happy to hear from ya again! thanx fo yo advice..i know u prolly right,but it's always kinda hard breakin daice..specially fo a gurl dat is!.. *alicia keys voice* 'look i know gurls don't usually do dis..' lol,but we gon work dat out..soona or lata ..he said he'd take me out sometime  figure when tho..since he dunno what to say to me..lol,even ma homegurl said ''he wants info bout chu all da time,iunno why he don't do anythang!" lol.. As fo what chu been dealin wit lately,gurl hol up,da dude been beatin u n sh*t?!.. u can't take dat 4rm him! u too good fo dat!.. don't let a man treat chu wrong,Neva let it get dat far! the love u have fo someone can't be so strong dat it'll make u fo'get dat yo health is importent..specially if he's da one to treat chu wrong,if u care for someone u won't hurt em!.. and if u don't really love him,then u should let him go even mo'!.. i suggest u can try it out wit him a second time,cuz maybe he did change(not too sho bout dat )..but gurl don't let him raise a hand at chu..or mess around again,let him know dat you're in controle! U not da one who begged to get back with him,so don't let him treat chu wrong!.. if he makes a mistake let him know he screwed up big time and be strong enuff to let him go,i'm sure you are!.. and tho da guy who helped chu outta da situation moved,now u gotta do this on yo own,or with somebody else who can have yo back.. just know that you're strong,it's not about beein strong to beat up somebody,dat's just a sign of weakness,it's about knowin your worth and what you diserve!.. and u diserve betta, u diserve a man who can treat chu right,so if he messes up..let him go,u'll find many otha good cats,u still so young! ..and he betta not hurt chu,get cho crew or sumthin..don't let him do dat!.. U got dreams to achieve so don't let dat get messed up by anybody!
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9/28/2004 7:47 PM Gepost door This¿bÖWïsHå¿
Im ok now just a lil sick still.Thankz for caring and checking sis!muah much love 2 ya!But i've been in this situation b4.Plenty of times 2 be exact.See the feelings at mutual and he dont wanna tell u his cuz he may not think u like him.So,drop a few hints and put him in one of them awkard moments by tellin him how u feel or kissing him or sumn.And it will all play out well.I have a problem myself.I got back with my ex last night who used 2 well....um...beat on me and cheat and get other girls pregnant,sells drugs and all kind of stuff.He says he's chnaged i know he hasnt and i just dun wanna deal wit him buggin me all da time so i broke down and said yes.I really do not want to be with him but it feels as if I dont have a choose.Its kind of like what happens in the"my Baby" video by Bow Wow.Except,I aint dead,yet.And my boi who rescued me from his abused.Moved away .So yea im so jacked up rie now.But I think thats what chu should do about ol' boi u like.Love Misha
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9/19/2004 3:51 PM Gepost door _-Shiroi_Hana-_
| I feel ya on dis one gurl,but sis I really think you should go ahead and tell him u like him!I mean you only live once,and you have nothing to lose also!!!! =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= Owh and just a lil' quote from DC3's "Perfect Man" : "This chance might be your last,make him understand that he's your perfect man" =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= Sistah Luv | | | |
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9/17/2004 10:44 PM Gepost door ?CAram?licious_P®eciosa?
hey sistahs.. just felt like droppin by.. Wonderin where Misha is?? is errythang goin fine fo ya sis? most def wish ya da best on whateva u up too..school..singin..fam..whuteva.. u know i gotcho back.. just like fo all ma otha sistahs..Jenny..Dee..Anna..my angel Anjele ofcourse.. Laticia..Son-J.. well da list goes on.. Anyway,i been havin this on ma mind..and since this is my diary(i share with all u gurlz),i thought i might as well speak on it.. Ya'll eva had this sorta situation when,a guy asked fo yo numba,cuz he was feelin u,and yo homegurl told him you wasn't feelin him(*iieeeek* i was feelin him,how could chu??..lol) and now dat chu got to know him,u start likin him ..likin him verrry much..verrry verrryyyy much..lol,well ya'll get da point..and now he's playin with me,actin as if he don't care bout me..then smilin at me with his sexiest smile n askin how i'm doin ect..ya know.. but he won't let me know what he's feelin..so now i'm in this funny *ss situation,i like him,i'm pretty sure he likes me,but both of us don't know it and it's like we're missin da oportunity erry time cuz he's too shy n i'm not da type who'd step up to a guy... maaayne this is crazy!..lol Well i'll see how thangs go..i hope fo da goodz..Anyway what all ya'll been up to?..hope erryone's havin a good lyfe n enjoyin it to da fullest,ya hear me?..aigh i'm out.. mouah! luv n peace,respect yaself n da othas..  XoX May
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9/5/2004 10:40 PM Gepost door ?CaRaMeLiCioUs_LaTiNa?
 Hey ladies! long time no holla on this journal.. but well i had to get sum stuff off ma mind.. lemme tell ya'll bout ma best friend's momma,now i'mma ask ya'll a question, tell me, if u'd have kids,wouldn't they be more importent to you than a man?.. cuz to me they definitely would ! Well not to that woman,cuz what she did is,take her daughter's keys,without even askin her, and give them to her new boyfriend,wich makes that:her own daughter has to ask the keys to her own house to a half stranger ? i don't think dat's right ! Especially knowin dat man is a scrub! it's public notoriety that the man has plenty of otha women and keeps flirtin around and puttin his hands on every dayum gurl around,she sees it right in fronta her! and she still won't tell him to leave..now she told her daughter she was goin to make him leave.. look at em 1 month later : He gets the keys to the mailbox,to a crib where he doesn't even have an adress! he's definitely not gon leave,and that woman trust's him more than her own daughter..dear lord what can get into a woman's mind?!..i really dunno..i just hope all you ladies don't make that mistake..your family dat has always been wit chu,like your future kids for example,needa be trusted,and neva put yourself before your own fam,cuz what that woman is doin..is simply bein selfish,thinkin about herself and her dude..leavin out her daughter's feelins.. not realizin how bad she's makin her feel,and how she's herself bein played fo a fool!..
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8/19/2004 8:01 PM Gepost door _-Shiroi_Hana-_
| Thx for the suggestion Tamisha =x0x= Jen | | |
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8/19/2004 2:02 AM Gepost door This¿bÖWïsHå¿
I'm not sure this would work but it's just a suggestion. jEnnY, u should ask your girlfriend like if you were to ever take him back,what would he have to do for you to do so?and she ask why just be like cuz i was just wonderin.then dropped the hints to him.and if he's giving away his favorite things and sayin his life is so bad and he wished he's dissapear and stuff get some help for him.b4 its 2 late.
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8/18/2004 1:46 PM Gepost door _-Shiroi_Hana-_
| How ma sistas doin'? I decided to write here because of sumtin that's happenin' to me right now,and to get an advice from ya'll if you been through this kinda thing before: Since a few days,my best friend's ex boyfriend came to me sayin' he loves her,he doesn't wanna loose her and some cute things, but he also said he thought about suicide... He confessed he never went to one of his girlfriend's friends before and asked me to tell him what he could do to get her back, but since I'm in the same case as him, I don't know what to say coz I don't want to give him any bad advice and make everything worse,coz what works for me will not especially work for him... Any ideas girlz??????? =x0x= Jen 
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5/20/2004 6:11 PM Gepost door ?CaRaMeLiCioUs_LaTiNa?
Dear Diary,Dear sistahs... anybody know how it feels to have a friend that you really care for,and would like to help,but they won't let you help them?!.. i have a friend who's truly beautiful,but she acts ugly becuz she's insecure,so she's trynna make everybody feel as if she's an ugly person..but she's actually really sweet... she will spend days actin as if she hates everybody,only becuz she hates herself...but she should love herself,becuz she's beautiful and has a wonderful life in front of her... each one of us is beautiful and special in their own way... today she crossed by the red traffic light,hoping maybe a car wouldn't stop..that's how much she doesn't care about herself...she thinks nobody loves her and demands so much attention that people turn away from her.. she's makin people want to give up on her,but i won't give up,becuz i know once she'll find out how beautiful and what a great person she truly is,she will be happy and she will be able to shine...so i won't let her down... we should not care what people have to say about us..we should love ourselves for who we are..cuz we're special...truly beautiful inside and out...it doesn't matter how people look at you,or what they have to say,you have to live for yourself...becuz there's so much more you can do,so much more you can achieve,if u just believe in yourself,if you trust yourself and then you will be able to love others..and be loved... love, Maylis 
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4/15/2004 3:17 PM Gepost door _-Shiroi_Hana-_
Nah unfortunately i didn't get any chance to talk to him plus we don't live in da same city so.... My holz are goin' great,none of my parents r @ home so it's all cool Gurlz this journal is fo every1 as May said so if u got sumtin 2 share wiv us don't hesitate aight??? MUCH LUV 2 YALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jen
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4/14/2004 9:03 PM Gepost door ?CaRaMeLiCioUs_LaTiNa?
hey how's thangs??..i'm bored right now..lol..nuthin to do for da first time in weeks...i'msupposed to practice ma voice,but ma *dad* won't let me..  Hey Jenny,did you find out if that dude only acts that way cuz he infact likes you,or is he still givin u an attitude,or didn't u get da chance too find out?..man i just hope he realizes whut he's missin!!...ya'll should at least try to b good friends..he shouldn't front bout dat.. as fo da rest,nuthin much to say,exept ,T,da message in da beauty section is tyte..if u read this gurl,why don't chu eva write sumthin ova here?..uh uh ova hurre..lol and i wanna say a shout out to all ma members herre!..if ya'll got sumthin to say pleez don't hesitate,dis journal is 4 all u chicas!!...
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4/13/2004 6:33 PM Gepost door ?CaRaMeLiCioUs_LaTiNa?
Jenny,this Boy is actin totally f###ed up!!!..seriously,he might be a hottie,but the way he acts makes him really ugly all of a sudden...it's like,it seems he's actin as if he thinks he's betta than you... It's like,if he doesn't like you,he should just step to you and tell you straight up that,you're a cool gurl but ya'll neva be more than friends.But ignorin and avoidin you is really loooow!.. if i was there,i'd step to him and ask him straight up why he's actin that way!..a boy doesn't have the right to play wit cho feelins the way he does,he's gotta be honnest about it,whateva he feels!..maybe he thinks if he tells you you'll be hurt and he doesn't want to take the responsibility of that...so he preferes avoidin you,so dat wit time you'll forget him. Gurl believe me,I know how it is to be in a lostlove case,it's one of the most hurtful things in love..bein so crazy about somebody but dey won't seem to even see you... you should find a very good friend of you to talk to him and ask him what he's really feelin,cuz if u leave it that way,it will only keep hurtin you more and desillusion you more...remember no matta how fine he is,no matta how cool he seems,if he's not the one,then dat's how it is,and you will still find the right guy anyway!don't let it make you sad,one day he'll be the one to regret the way he acted...remember that!... If he's just actin that way in front of people,but different with you,then it's probably a sort of shyness...and u needa talk to him n find out what he really feels,but if he only acts this way becuz he thinks he's too good for you..then it's your turn to switch the game up on him,let him go,don't pay him any mind,one day he'll realize whut he missed!.. don't let it worry you gurl..live yo life,be on da lookout for the one who'll be real and honnest..the one you diserve,the one who loves you truly and sees your amazing beauty... X0X yo sis May
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4/9/2004 10:26 AM Gepost door _-Shiroi_Hana-_
Hey Gurlz!!! When I went to England 3 weeks ago,i got to know someone that really caught my eye and my heart too and i dunno how(well maybe intentionally i made everything obvious...too obvious...lol) he discovered i had feelins and when i came back home,i asked a friend of mine who has a few friends in the same class as him to talk to one of them for her to talk to him and tell what he said to my friend and then she'd tell me(complicated huh?lol).So that's how i learnt that he said it to his(stupid asses)boys,who had nothin betta to do than open their moufz and make fun of me,what made him laugh too...and lately he's avoidin me a lot,he don't even say hi like he used to do and i'm kinda hurt now coz i love this guy so bad...and he's avoidin me intentionally,i think he wants me to be hurt but maaaan i dunno,it's maybe coz i'm confused that i think that...The other day i was with my friend waitin for a girl who's in the same class as him,we sat on a bench while waitin and in front of us,there were some gurlz who were @ the trip too;so he went out,passed by me without a look or a word and went to the other gurlz to say hi and then he left... Why does he act so weird? If one of yall got an answer to ma question write in there plz! Much Luv Jen PS:Thx for the flowerz gurl!!!!Mouah
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3/21/2004 9:55 PM Gepost door ?CaRaMeLiCioUs_LaTiNa?
Hey dear journal!! this here's a special message to Jenny,thanx for standin up for me sistah!!..i saw you holla'd at the people on the copycat group..lol, that's cool of you girl!..but don't chu worry bout it,errybody knows it's our site who had those pages first!..hehe..lol,well i just wanna let chu know: you ruule!!! those flowers are for you:,each one of em! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- as for the rest of what i wanted to write in the journal...someone in my singin class,someone i may be the chorist for,or i might help with their lyrics,someone i helped out,someone i've respected...stole all of my instrumentals...i don't know who you are..but i know you're a shame for the whole group..we were supposed to be a family...i know i can't trust anybody aslong as i don't know em all through,but that was simply looow...cuz you didn't only mess with my trust,but with our teacher's trust!...i guess you just jealous...i guess you think it's all so easy for me..it's not... hataz stop hating,it's a waste of time,cuz no matta what,no matta how hard ya'll make it,we still gonna shine! ... Hey one mo thing Hata..it's bad for your Karma gurl!!! lol... to all ma sistah's out there,don't hate or steal anythin from anybody,cuz that's just stupid,it's not the way to go,just love and respect,you'll be the one to shine in the end,keep yo mind strong,that's all that matters!! love,god bless, May
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3/11/2004 3:58 PM Gepost door _-Shiroi_Hana-_
Thx for the B-Day message May!!!!! I wanna tell yall something:i've been knowing some ppl since 2 yrs and i thought they were my friends but they turned their backs on me,just like my so-called best friend so now i decided to change friends lol and i also realised who my real best friend was,she just that bomb,i love her to death,i dunno where i'd be without her...I owe her so much...Luv Ya Loadz Coralie U Da Bomb!!U Da GREATEST FO SHO GURL!!!! Just wanted to tell yall you gotta remember one thing:Friendship is not always what u can expect and friends won't be there forever,only TRUE friends will Jen
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