Bring me the angels,
let them come forth,
I'm ready to leave now,
I'm ready to die.
There's no need for tears,
or any regrets,
it's my time.
Hold your head up,
let yourself shine;
I'll be up in heaven,
watching your life.
Don't cry for me,
wipe your eyes,
there is no more days for me to see -
it's time for sunset on my life.
You've only started to rise.
Up in the stars,
with the angels,
I'll have my own wings,
smiling at you,
waiting for you,
for your sunrise to come to a sunset,
and the angels come forth.
Bring me your darkness,
surrender me your soul,
tear at my flesh,
make my skin raw.
Don't fight who you are.
Feel the rush
as the blood and body falls,
let the maggots eat my skin.
Swallow my blood,
my identity is no longer,
all I have is my soul.
I have no life,
I have no body,
give me your body,
I want your life
Sometimes I need to feel pain,
then I know that I'm alive.
The colour of my blood
against the floor
is beautiful and deep.
The night draws a veil,
and it darkens the world
like the poison in my soul.
Cut open my flesh,
and I shall reveal to you
the wounds I hade inside.
Cut open my flesh,
and you shall see
who I really am.
Cut open my flesh
and poison will seep
out of me and into you.
Sometimes you will need to feel pain,
just to know you are alive...
*** Do not take this poem literally, I just happened to be in a bad mood at the time***
This superficial world is nothing,
nothing but a fucking hole -
all of whom I love have suffered,
so I curse everything around me.
I hope they wither into blackness,
wither until their naked.
No longer do I care,
no longer do i love,
for love brings pain
in this superficial world.
Tear at my skin,
let my blood flow,
my anger will swallow you whole.
Your nothing but shit
in a fucking hole.
My body traps me,
let me out, free me,
free me from these chains,
before they are bound on your wrists and ankles,
and you tear at them until
your skin is raw.
Then I will watch you,
watch you and laugh - your in a fucking hole
there is no way out.
Your a dumb bitch, you've learnt nothing in this world.
Rip open your heart, slit your throat,
the one's you love will suffer,
I will suffer too.
My body is the hell's pit,
I have no control,
let me take you prisoner
I will bargain for your soul.
Bow down before me,
on your knees now,
this is my superficial world,
this is my fucking hole!
Love always
Umbrea